Nov. 28, 2005: ON TURNING TEN (Billy Collins)

Yo:

Jim Breen is either the Lou Costello to my Bud Abbot, the Tom Gordon to my
Mariano Rivera, or the Kings of Leon to my U2. As you like it. But hey!
Speaking of more natirally significant numbers, like 10, how’s about we
try on some good old Billy Collins? Intrepid reader Stephanie Tyburski
sent this to me, and I’ll let her only-slightly-expurgated e-mail handle
the introduction:

"…pretend that this response was really about the time I
saw a guy on the food channel glaze a ham with coca-cola.) He’s a favorite
of mine (though I was disappointed by his latest collection, "The Trouble
with Poetry" — he phoned it in), and this poem really shows his knack for
transforming the ordinary and unremarkable. When I was in college I tried to
"experiment" with writing poetry from everyday language — no
fancy-schmancy, 25 cent words. When he’s on, Billy Collins does this better
than anybody. I believe there are stanza breaks in the original, but, the
Website I cribbed it off of didn’t preserve them.*"

*I handled this later. -ed.

ON TURNING TEN

The whole idea of it makes me feel
like I’m coming down with something,
something worse than any stomach ache
or the headaches I get from reading in bad light–
a kind of measles of the spirit,
a mumps of the psyche,
a disfiguring chicken pox of the soul.

You tell me it is too early to be
looking back,
but that is because you have forgotten
the perfect simplicity of being one
and the beautiful complexity introduced by two.
But I can lie on my bed and remember every digit.
At four I was an Arabian wizard.
I could make myself invisible
by drinking a glass of milk a certain way.
At seven I was a soldier, at nine a prince.

But now I am mostly at the window
watching the late afternoon light.
Back then it never fell so solemnly
against the side of my tree house,
and my bicycle never leaned against the garage
as it does today,
all the dark blue speed drained out of it.

This is the beginning of sadness,
I say to myself,
as I walk through the universe in my sneakers.
It is time to say good-bye to my imaginary friends,
time to turn the first big number.

It seems only yesterday I used to believe
there was nothing under my skin but light.
If you cut me I could shine.
But now when I fall upon the sidewalks of life,
I skin my knees. I bleed.

-2002

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